Throughout the whole day, i was happy and content but now i'm just not feeling it. I understand that everyone has these days but i seriously hate them. The whole day was fine, now I just want to go away, bury whatever luck i have and just sit in a corner and watch people go by. I just want to see what would happen. I'm not depressed or being emotional i'm just being curious. I have come to a point where i ignore peoples problems, and it's not that big of a deal because i used to always help out but i have just grown apart from that sadly. I don't expect anyone to help me and even if they did i don't need it. I help people when they ask for the help but when someone doesn't ask it's for a reason and it's because they need to be alone. I used to not understand this a while ago but i am now a master of. I personally think, solving things alone is the way to go. I don't want to give an emotional side of my thoughts or anything, just think of this as me simple expressing myself. Not sad nor happy, just there.
I don't really understand what might of have triggered these thoughts. Maybe i haven' been active enough today or maybe it was that one surprising text that left me wondering between truth or lies. Maybe i'm just sick of being tired or maybe i'm tired of being sick. Little things never bother me but today the simplest thing left me wondering and asking for answers i could not get.
I don't know
All i know is that I'm out
Night
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