On Letting Go...

Well i had planned talking about my day like usual but after reading my friends blog post it made me think of a bunch of things, like no joke. (link here its called ADHD)

So back in the day we were just kids, because we would think like adults but dream like kids and not much has changed since then. Now a days I'm stuck "On Letting Go" that's a place where you decide you gotta let go of things but you just cant (its also a album name of Circa Survive), I feel like i have to let go of those fake hopes and dreams so i can fool those that don't know me into believing that I'm not just a kid, but the truth is the only one I'm fooling is myself. Do i really need to let go of all those dreams and hopes i once had and shared with the closest of friends? Now that I've read my friend Andres' post (one of the kids i shared my hopes with), i realize that i don't...i don't have to let go of what i had and fought for. Even though people are changing, the hill is getting steeper and these walls are slowly closing in. I know that if i stick to what i truly want ill find a door out of this window-less room.

Its crazy but now a days i realize the only people that keep me company are just a couple special friends and Minus The Bear haha well not only them, its all my music in total...and im happy with this, "Quality Over Quantity" i don't need a hundred friends as long as the friends i have are true, and as long as i got you, i don't need anything else....crazy but true

Today was the same as any other school day, i got a couple comments saying that my shoes looked super comfortable and that they looked like nurse shoes which i took as complements because im really enjoying my new shoes, and i got a new bed...i finally got rid of my 15 year old bed...crazy memories (if you know what i mean) lol jk

I wanted to post my artwork of the album art "On Letting Go" but i don't have a picture of it and its at school so ill leave you with this amazing picture my friend Vero took (she also took the pic of the flower)...I don't have a lot of to say, other than sunsets always leave me speechless and that I'm still thinking of, and waiting for you...who ever that may be haha

Alright i gotta go now and thanks Andrew for all the good old memories

I'm Out

Night