All I Truely Need

Today was pretty kool, I got to hang out with some friends at first and i got a delicious meal at jack in the box :) We were supposed to go to the movies with more friends but we ended up not joining them so we just decided to head to our friend Gaby's house after we stocked up on candy and rented the movie "Nine" (the musical, not Tim Burton) we didn't get far into the movie when me and crystal were picked up, after stopping on Del Taco i arrived home...here i enjoyed a listening session of The Scene Aesthetic and Say Anything...i hadn't heard both in a while

Now I'm here

I realized today that no matter what i do or what i feel as long as I'm with my friends I feel like I fulfilled my goal, No mater what, i feel happy and content as long as I'm with them. And yes i understand that there are things i should do or should have done but to be honest i just wanted to kick back today, especially with people i enjoy being with

Like i said i think i should have done curtain things but just having you there filled me up with all that i needed (yea you)

The picture was taken with my phone during art while we were cleaning the paint cans. The water hitting the cap of it made a really cool effect and it amazed me even though Ive seen it before, idk something about this time was special O_o' maybe I'm just crazy...

Alright I'm out, I'm going to play some guitar and finish the zombie

i gotta stop listening to Look Mexico, they are too good

Night

Addictions

Yea, im an addict...to what you might ask??? to food...i am sadly a "Gordo" (fat person) I have gone in a 3 week fast food only diet and the outcomes were somewhat bad...i spent a lot of crystals money and i thought i was going to have a heart attack after playing an intense game of Search & Destroy (Call of Duty)...But i differ, I'm also addicted to cereal, i eat in average 5 huge bowls a week, and always at night around this time, I am also addicted to Robin Eggs...These slutmonkeys are only sold during Easter time so its my duty to go through around ten bags during this glorious week...last Easter i slept with a bad next to my pillow so when i woke up at night because i couldn't breathe i would stuff a couple eggs down my throat so i could calm my self down...its kinda funny but scary at the same time, I LOVE I-HOP, i actually went 4 times during a four day weekend, i always get breakfast and i go at any time of the day, from 6 in the morning to 2 in the morning...I also LOVE hardy bowls from Jack in the Box, they are delicious...

i can seriously make a huge list of things i am obsessed with (mostly food)

i feel like i am going to die from eating or something very related like diabetes or like being too fat and having my lungs collapsed by my own fat...something like that

The picture was taken at a JiB while in my 3 week fast food diet and its kinda funny cause i seriously felt Jack was giving me a sign, he was probably crying cause he didn't want me to die from his meals cause that would cost him a fortune or hes probably sad because if i die he goes bankrupt

Today was completely spent at home sadly and surprisingly so i have nothing to talk about except that im editing and adding color in photoshop to the second picture i ever posted, the zombie with the pointless fever logo...its coming out pretty kool ill have it done by tomorrow probably so ill have a cooler picture tmrw hopefully

Alright I'm out, I'm going to eat some cereal

oh and sorry for the boring topic i really had nothing to say, and thanks to those that read and comment, i really appreciate it thanks

Night

Regular Tuesday

Tuesday comes and slips by...

Today was just another day, school then home but today i went to a youth group I'm involved in like i usually do on Tuesdays...Instead of what people first think of when they hear the words "youth group" which is the usual Jesus loving/worshiping 24/7 activities were actually not that involved in things like that
We are actually more of a small family that discusses current topics and relate them to peoples opinions and usually find new deeper thoughts on something that was once blurry or somewhat confusing
I'm not saying we don't relate religion in this group because we do but i enjoy coming here because i get to express my opinions on things happening and i get to hear others without being pressed down with any Jesus thoughts or anything like that...its pretty chill and i get to hang out with a lot of friends

I don't want to be talking about religion in the blogs because i know everyone out there has different opinions and such so I'm not anyone to force you into anything or anything like that, I'm actually not that type of person haha i like listening to others more than i like to talk
ill just refrain from stuff like that haha

Sooo the picture was taken last Thursday i believe and it was in a park after my friends finished some soccer practice, I took it with an app on my phone that makes it all cool looking and gives it a border and such...idk i like how it came out....i dont know why but it always reminds me of this one special somebody, its kinda crazy haha

The zombie i was drawing yesterday didn't come out as i wanted it too but it wasn't as bad as i originally feared it was gonna be..it came out alright for being done in about 30-40 minutes...i might post it later, and I feel like im getting closer to reaching that small goal of printing and selling my own shirts i just gotta get better at photoshop :( lol i phail at that

alright its already late so I'm out, and thanks for everyone that actually reads it and follows it, that's pretty kool haha tnx

Night

Close Your Eyes to See

I don't know what to do!!!! (ill explain in a bit)

First of all, Today was pretty fun...I had I-Hop for breakfast ($#@! YES!) then i headed home to
leave to a friends house to a kickback until like about 6 when i came back home...the party it self was really chill and fun..to bad we left so early (even though we were the last to leave)

Well after i got home i had a session of Minus The Bear and realized how the famous Charles Trippy (or better known as CTFxC in youtube) TOTALLY RAPED the fact that Minus the Bear was kinda not known...not saying they were underground but they kept a nice level of reknown for fans to enjoy...anyways charles said in one of his videos to go check out Minus and crap like that and at first i thought that was pretty kool but then i realized that their youtube channel was now bombarded with ctfxc fans reclaiming how awesome they are (can't blame them for that) and now i came to reaize that Minus's fan base grew by the millions and is now filled with "Lady Gaga loving, The Beatles posers and Retarded controlling-puberty-changing-Hipsters"

Whatever i hope their fan base doesn't go to the shiter because of this...

Back to my first topic...I can't decide if to continue this picture like i wanted it in the sketch or to do something less creepy and more sane...The original sketch is the top right pic, (click on it to see it bigger) it was a hand holding some kind of bouquet that bled and had an eye at the top suffering and dripping while tentacles came out of the bouquet, oh and the hand is coming out of some creature's mouth with sharp teeth....the second pic to the bottom right is a more detailed pic and the background is what i started on...I, instead of drawing part of the hand, i decided to draw the whole thing so i can erase what i don't need afterwards, but the hand came out so clean and sane it would be almost inhuman if i corrupt the picture with my dark thoughts...the details came out pretty good and im proud of what i started with but ashamed of what might the final product be... CRAP!

I'm still not sure what to do...you guys should help...ill put this piece down for a couple days and reflect on it...for now i gotta draw a zombie for my friend Danny which i will probably be posting tomorrow if its any good

The tittle is a song from Circa Survive and it has a line that says "cause nothing you've ever planned on ever turned out the way you planned" (relating to my struggle)

Still thinking of you

Night

Why a Fever?

You might ask why "The Pointless Fever"...actually i doubt you do but I'm still going to explain haha
The Pointless Fever was a concept thought up by my friend, He though of it as a band name or album name...we were originally going to start a band with this name but we are both lazy and procrastinators so we didn't
But there was more to just a name... it stands for that pointless fever and headache you get for thinking too much or doing curtain things, idk it hard to explain but I'm pretty sure you get what I'm saying
SOOO i wanted to make this blog to get rid of that headache that teases my brain every now and then so its just a way of opening my mind and taking all the crap out haha

After the concept i decided to start making art relating to it, it was going to be for shirts but i never got to it...hopefully i do someday

ill be posting a lot of my art work and doodles that i end up with to show you guys what im up to..most of them are going to be crap but ill still display them here